toolbox

I marvel at people who use tools. Especially power tools- which generally awkward me out to a point of being freaked out when it comes to the bigger ones! (Like big saws, and nail-guns!) Nonetheless- there is a part of me that wishes I was good at using them, because I reaaly enjoy and appreciate the wonderful things you can make, and accomplish, with them!

I guess the tools I use most often, are found in the kitchen. Baking and cooking on a regular basis- I have many opportunities to use my skills! I am an okay cook, but I really enjoy baking. But, with so many on different diets...I don't do that as often as I'd like. (Nor do I need to eat a lot of baked goods!)

I can zip around the kitchen pretty well. I know (usually) where my tools are, when to use them, how to use them; I try to keep them clean and handy for the next time I need them- because I know it won't be long for most of them before I need them again.

Once in a blue-moon, I get a new kitchen tool/gadget. I love it! I enjoy having a new tool to help me do my job better, easier, and maybe even with a little more flair! I splurged the other day and bought a darling new apron (for those who don't spend a lot of time in the kitchen, 'yes!'- an apron is a wonderful tool)! It has a wonderful colorful design, and one of my favorite Bible verses. (John 10:10)

This past week I discovered another toolbox, which has been incredibly wonderful. It is in 2 Peter 1:2-9. The tools are listed in verses 5-7. They way it is written, the list looks a bit like these tool are listed in oder of 'get this first, then that'...but that is only the styl of the writing. Actually, each tool stands on its own, and works with each of the others listed-- in fact, altogether, they can be a virtual power tool!

Before I get into the tools- let's begin by looking at the tool maker and box: "2. Grace and peace be multiplied to you in the knowledge of God and of Jesus our Lord; 3. seeing that His divine power has granted to us everything pertaining to life and godliness, through the true knowledge of Him who called us by His own glory and excellence. 4. For by these He has granted to us His precious and magnificent promises, in order that by them you might become partakers of the divinge nature, having escaped the corruption that is in the world by lust."

So- in verse 2: How is that we can have grace and peace multiplied?...In the knowledge of God and of Jesus our Lord! He is the Tool Maker!....And because of Who He is, and His divine power, how much has He given us pertaining to life and godliness? EVERTHING! How much is that?! EVERTHING! (In my mind I can here a friend say. 'uh-huh- yes!, you got that right!- EVERYTHING!- that's what I'm talking about!)

Breathe that in! For those who know the Tool Maker- Jesus Christ, He has given EVERYTHING to you that you need pertaining to living out your life in a godly (God pleasing) way! By His power, because of Who He is!...He HAS given it to us- it was available to us...it is available to us...it will be available to us...everything we need... WOW!

I've read these verses before, but never have I been so struck by the reality of these verses up until this past week! The LORD has used it to minister to my soul in an amazing way!

Okay- He has called us, He is our Saviour- by His grace and mercy, and us trusting in His finished work on the cross for us, by His own glory and excellence...And in His mysterious ways- He has invited us to be partakers of the divine nature, and escape the corruption of this world (lust). Can I get an 'amen' to that!

Now that we are saved by Him, through faith- faith is one of the tools He gives us...and it is the universal tool to connect us to the rest of the list of tools here: "For this very reason, make every effort to add to your faith goodness and to goodness,knowledge; and to knowledge, self-control; and to self-control, perseverance; and to perseverance, godliness; and to godliness, brotherly kindness; and to brotherly kindness, love."(verse 5-7) So, our tools are: diligence, moral excellence, knowledge, self-control, perseverence, godliness, brotherly kindness, and love.

My mom used to say a married woman should have a 'wedding shower' every 15yrs to get new kitchen utensils, as the old ones get worn out! The great thing about the tools the Tool Maker gives- is that they improve with age! Making you more and more effective and productive! And who really would not want that? They can never be over used; not in the context of His love. Verses 8-9 say: "For if you possess these qualities in increasing measure, they will keep you from being ineffective and unproductive in your knowledge of our Lord Jesus Christ."

The Factor

For anyone whose had the priviledge of having a baby- you know all about the long days, short nights- little sleep, feeding, burping, spit-up, diaper change, feedings, burping, spit-up, diaper change...throw in some loud crying (mostly from the baby- but sometimes your own)...

Most every parent will tell you that parenting is difficult, exhausting, exasperating... but an amazingly wonderful thing! When that little one cuddles in, sleeps in your arms, looks at you with an intensity- studying your face-taking you all in...gives you that sweet smile.... All is worth it!

In our area, the 8th graders get assigned a mechanical 'baby' to which they are assigned to care. Some of these 'babies' are 'crack babies', who require a greater amount of care than the others. Each 'baby' is engineered to periodically need feeding, will cry, and wet. The student must quickly, and gentley, meet the needs of their 'baby'. The student's instructor is able to monitor the 'baby' while it's in the custody of the student. Data is collected on how quickly/efficiently the baby's needs are met. The instuctor can even tell if the student has abandoned or shaken the baby. The student never gets to hear 'their baby' coo, feel 'their baby' cuddle- or see 'their baby' smile at them while looking deeply into their eyes...

A disconnect.

Reminds me of a conversation I had the other day with a gentleman who has a website devoted to young men struggling with the issue of abortion. Yes, men who struggle with abortion. The conversation lent itself to discussing promiscuis sex; and the seemingly related, general disconnect in men when it comes to the reality of life in the womb.

The closest a man comes to this reality is when their wife is carrying within their womb- a child, created out of the union of his own seed. Still, there is a surrealness to it all; only getting more real with seeing their wife's belly begin to buldge, hearing the heartbeat at the doctor's office, first views on ultrasound, feeling the baby's movements when close...

This brings me to wonder~ do these mechanical 'babies' really promote not being sexually active. I doubt it. In 'that moment', I don't think many students are thinking about that mechanical baby. Now, let's say the student is sexually active, and there is a resulting pregnancy- flash back to the 'baby' they had in 8th grade-- lots of work, no reward...it wasn't really a baby...its all so surreal...there is a disconnect from now there being actual life in that womb.

This disconnected view can lead one to thinking it is 'my choice' as to whether to give birth or abort. Most often it is the male encouraging the female to abort; there are times though when a young man discovers their sexual partner aborted his child without even giving him a say... Sadly, many choose to abort--only to be faced with the reality, if not sooner, then later, with the knowledge that indeed: that baby was real...alive!

I admit, this is not necessarily the outcome of using mechanical 'babies' as teaching tools; and it's certainly not that I think the educators have such intentions... But I do believe that many of us parents and educators have much to really think about when it comes to educating our young people about being sexually active/and those choices' consequences. I think many times we concentrate too much on the symptoms and not at the core of the issues of sexual activity and crisis pregnancy...

Disconnect. That is at the core. It is this disconnect from the value of life, consequences and responsibility; these are the core issues which we need most to address with our own children, are daughters and our sons. The earlier, the better.

Practically speaking- we can early on give our sons and daughters the message that they are valuable; and as appropriate to age, be open and honest about the seeds of life which live in them...and about the virtue of chastity/purity. We must model and teach that to 'be a man' isn't about using a single organ of the male anatomy...And to model to our young ladies that beauty is more than skin deep- and to be considerate of the men around them and dress in such a way as to not encourage them to stumble sexually in their mind or body... Perhaps instead of students having mechanical 'babies'- your family could offer to babysit, or spend time with a family who has a real baby...

Where does it really begin, to turn this sexually active/irresponsible trend in our young people around? It begins with the adults- being willing to inconvenience themselves, perhaps be in awkward discussions with their children- being willing to be involved- not leave these important lessons up to strangers.

There are children dying out there. Many dying needlessly on altars of ignorance and convenience. There are wounded people out there with empty arms- and ones praying to adopt a baby. It is time to find ways to connect young men and women with the value of life.

Missed Opportunities

I was listening to a friend describe a person he knows, who is convinced that most ministry just happens as a consequence of just 'living our lives'. While I see a kernel of truth in that, I disagree to a larger degree.

An image comes to mind, of someone walking along through life, head down... will things get done, yes; but how much more ministry might there be around us- if we only lifted our head up, and started each day emploring the LORD to show us what He wants us to see that day, and ask Him to empower us to do whatever He calls us to. Being more intentional in our personal ministry.

It is awkward to think of all the possible missed opportunities around me on any given day, because I have chosen a myopic approach to life.

There is nothing inherently 'wrong' only taking care of what we see close to us- for that is needed; and there is a truism that 'charity begins at home'... But, how many more are out there to whom God would have us minister?

Not that everyone is called to full-time ministry either...I'm not saying that all should be be in 'full-time paid ministry'. But He does call each of us to be His witness- and to seek Him in all things...

My heart breaks for my family- and there I have my greatest responsiblity...but my heart breaks for those in my congregation, my community, my country... What might God have me do?

I was talking to a lady, and she shared how she'd recently been to a women's retreat. She had gone reluctantly to the retreat, and during it was questioning why she had even come. But, another lady from her church, in regular conversation, shared something which was incredibly valuable to the lady with whom I was talking...that comment had touched her greatly, in a wonderful way- and she was so thankful she had gone to the retreat after all!

I saw the lady who'd made the comment and without revealing the other person or subject- let her know that through a conversation at the retreat- she had blessed someone. She was very glad to know she had unwittingly been an encouragement! She was just being 'herself' and God used her to bless someone! Indeed this happens many times- and is a wonderful thing.

I have experienced the same kind of thing. This side of heaven, we will probably never know how often we have positively affected someone for the Kingdom. Very cool!

Still, I can't help think there have been many more opportunities I have missed because I wasn't on the 'alert and ready'- having been intentional in asking the LORD to open my eyes throughout the day.

Years ago, I worked in a Blood Bank- volunteers came to give life-saving blood. There were times I would have to turn someone away, because they did not meet the safety requirements- but I also had volunteer donors who'd donated multiple gallons over the years! I also worked in the apheresis department- where they had a specialized donor listing from which to try to match blood component needs of very ill patients struggling with different diseases... These blood donors were/are heroes!

There were also those who were greatly qualified to donate, but chose not to. I know they would have donated blood to a family member in need. But, for whatever reason, they would not donate to a blood bank. They would 'look after' the needs of their family- which is very good; but at the same time, missed so many opportunities to give/share a great life-gift.

In living out a Christian Witness- we are called to dimensions of service. We are called to reach out in Christian charity not only to those in our own family- but those around whom we've been placed...and beyond.

8(A)This is a trustworthy statement; and concerning these things I (B)want you to speak confidently, so that those who have (C)believed God will be careful to (D)engage in good deeds. These things are good and profitable for men. Titus 3:8

18Instruct them to do good, to be rich in (A)good works, (B)to be generous and ready to share, ...1 Timothy 6:18

15but [a]sanctify (A)Christ as Lord in your hearts, always being ready (B)to make a defense to everyone who asks you to give an account for the (C)hope that is in you, yet (D)with gentleness and (E)reverence; 1Peter 3:15

4For by these He has granted to us His precious and magnificent (A)promises, so that by them you may become (B)partakers of the divine nature, having (C)escaped the (D)corruption that is in (E)the world by lust.

5Now for this very reason also, applying all diligence, in your faith (F)supply (G)moral excellence, and in your moral excellence, (H)knowledge,

6and in your knowledge, (I)self-control, and in your self-control, (J)perseverance, and in your perseverance, (K)godliness,

7and in your godliness, (L)brotherly kindness, and in your brotherly kindness, love.

8For if these qualities are yours and are increasing, they render you neither useless nor (M)unfruitful in the true (N)knowledge of our Lord Jesus Christ.

9For he who lacks these qualities is (O)blind or short-sighted, having forgotten his (P)purification from his former sins.

10Therefore, brethren, be all the more diligent to make certain about His (Q)calling and (R)choosing you; for as long as you practice these things, you will never (S)stumble; 2 Peter 1:4-10

Careful, always, diligent...there is something that speaks to an intentionality here...words which can keep a grimey-film of apathy from building up over our spirtual eyes... To keep our 'windows' clear to see what the LORD would have us to see, and our hearts clear from that which would cloud His charity toward others and their needs.

The virtues listed in 2 Peter 1:4-10 do not come naturally, but they do come Supernaturally- through the Holy Spirit. It is up to us to put them into practice in our own life.

Today- who/what is the LORD showing you? He is calling you to participate in His mysterious and powerful work today- don't miss it!

Zealots

I get very awkwarded-out by zealots. Even ones with whom I have many shared beliefs and convictions. I am equally awkwarded-out by persons with shared beliefs and convictions who show great apathy. The word 'passion' has become awkward to use these days- as there is such a sexual connotation to its use... Last week I rediscovered: fervence. I had to look it up even- as it had become so dusty in my mind from lack of use, I was not even sure of its spelling or exact meaning.

Fervency- while is synonymous to passion and zeal to a great degree, does not hold quite the modern-day stains.

There can be fine lines drawn between fervency and zeal...but to me it is when one is willing, for a belief or cause, to step over the line of civility. Of course, much of civility is cultural- but there are certainly even commonalities of it that most will understand what I mean.

If in an attempt to make my point, if I hurt someone or something to any degree...I really am hurting my cause, myself...and doing damage then to the very thing about which I am zealous. Counterproductive at the least.

It is popular in our culture these days to be edgy- stir it up- point the finger- do a jab- get the laugh even, at the expense of others. Going beyond disagreeing, even strongly disagreeing; and getting 'personal'. Even school yard bullies are good at this; comes naturally. Nothing to be proud of, even if one can pull it off in a sophisticated way!

Yep- it's again the 'Clanging Gong Principle'- which the Apostle Paul brought us in 1 Corinthians 13. And yet, so many times, even Believers go straight on ahead- all for the 'cause'...they seemingly even put ear plugs in to keep from hearing those warning bells (or should I say warning 'gongs'). They may even reach for a megaphone, and even blinders- if needed...all for the 'cause'.

Wow- and it can happen so fast for any one of us; especially when we get caught up in the 'cause'... What we need to do is get caught up in "Christ", not the 'cause'. A lot of time we get it backwards- and then we are counterproductive or even damaging- not being a good witness/ambassador for Christ.

We are to love. To love PEOPLE. Whether we agree or not, no matter what the issue or sin (checked for logs-in-eye lately?). I am first called to love. To represent Christ to the other person in whatever situation I find myself.

Who am I awkwarding-out instead of loving. I need to be prepared to give an answer
( 1Peter 3:13-17) I need to filled with His Holy Spirit. I need to be prayerful. It is through knowing who I am in Christ, and His knowledge that I can be bold, fervent; without becoming a zealot.

1 Peter 3:13-17 "Now, who will want to harm you if you are eager to do good? But even if you suffer for doing what is right, God will reward you for it. So don't worry or be afraid of their threats. Instead, you must worship Chirst as Lord of your life. And if someone asks about your Christan hope, always be ready to explain it. But do this in a gentle and respectful way. Keep your conscience clear. Then if people speak against you, they will be ashamed when they see what a good life you live because you belong to Christ. Remember, it is better to suffer for doing good, if that is what God wants, than to suffer for doing wrong!"

the UNEXPECTED

Some people LOVE surprises...some do not. Either way, you will be surprised along life's road!

A genlteman at church was sharing about his drive in that morning...he'd come to a stop sign, at which he has stopped numerous times- and over the course of years could only account for actually stopping for traffic,only two cars, in all those years! He stopped for the sign, not the traffic. And, had developed what is common: a kind of 'rolling stop'; the one where perhaps the word 'stop' is generously applied to an action which 'slows-to-an-almost-kinda-a-stop-to-moving forward', with such fluidity that the actual stop is alomst nondiscernable.

Anyway- amazingly on this bright, cool, sunny morning, this gentleman approached the intersection as he had been accustomed to; but was completely startled to find that lo-and-behold, out-of-the-blue, here comes a car- just as he was deftly performing his habitual 'stop' maneuver! Thankfully, although he had arrived at this point in a state of apathy- the event awoke him from that state and rushed him into the action of coming to a complete, emphatic STOP! Just as the car passed by on the road onto which he was about to turn.

His lesson to share was 'expect the unexpected'!

It is certainly a truism, and one that we apply in life with the same approach as the gentleman had done as he approached the sign ...with apathy, or an 'I know'! Truth would sadly bear out many times in our individual, and collective lives, that we indeed may 'know it'- but we get pretty slack in practicing what we know.

First thing to come to mind is that we need to begin with understanding what the truth is (is it inherently true and reliable)- Taking knowledge then into understanding...then applying value,. If I know, understand- that I may be hit by a car if I don't stop at the sign (or at the least, get a ticket)...that might not really be enough concern (value) for me...but add to it: I don't want damage to my vehicle, my life, my family, my friends... These values become the catalysts which cause me to apply my values and beliefs into the action of following what I know to be true.

Even at that, complacency comes into play...because we 'know something'- it can get tucked away in the 'been there-know that' file in the back of our brain...until we are startled back to its relevancy...hopefully before its too late and damge is suffered.

Another dimension of this thought comes into play in Christendom, where there are some glass-paned ivory towers up which we climb, those 'been there-know that' files deeply set- giving us an energized step as we climb ever higher. From the top- we look out at all those poor souls who just don't have the files of knowledge that we have...our 'oh dear, pity thems' we say, hoping no one will notice the undertone of 'aren't I so much better'! Not many do notice- as they are too busy with their own binoculars... Until, the Good LORD comes with mirror in hand- and we are aghast to find a huge log in our eyes!- why how is it that we could even have brought those binoculars up to our face?... We allow Him to gently remove the log, and lead us back down from the tower- a way known as the stairs of humility. (Not to be confused- this is not the stairs of shame!)

Trust me, the more often you come down those those stairs with the Master- the less often you want to make that climb up. Scripture tell us to 'be humble' be alert' 'stand firm' "Remember that your Christian brothers and sisters all over the world are going through the same kind of suffering you are. In his kindness God called you to share in his eternal glory by menas of Christ Jesus. So after you have suffered a little while, he will restore, support, and strengthen you, and he will place you on a firm foundation.: (1Peter 5:6,7,8,9-10)

Of more concern than even mortal wound, is spiritual wounding- and many times it is our own doing. We are sometimes in the most danger when we think we are safest.

Expect the unexpected.

Garments

Garments- think I'll have to do a study of garments in Scripture sometime. Interesting how many times the Bible mentions garments, and which ones are of value, and their meanings~

Recently, on particular garment caught my attention- It's in 1Peter 5:5-7; the Apostle Paul emplores us to clothe ourselves in 'humility'. Even more specifically, he calls all Believers to clothe themselves in this way.

In Sunday School class, we discussed this passage in light of how clothing ourselves with humility can have such a great impact on marriages- Marriages where there is mutual submission before the LORD- and each other... with humility; and not submission according to any real or perceived 'position', but out of a love and respect that is first directed to the LORD. This empowers us with a grace, which is imparted by God to us; and turn, we then can extend it to each other.

I know I don't have that kind of love, respect, grace, submission...in my own being- I am dependent on the LORD to provide that in my life- through the conduit of clothing myself with humility.

The catalyst of the choice to wear that garment- comes from an understanding of my total dependence on God- for salvation, and for living this life out til He calls me out to His presence. The more deeply I consider His great act of love for me on the Cross- and His Ressurrection/Redeeming power-- the greater desire I have to not only put on that cloth of humility, but to keep it on, pull it in close, wear it as if my own skin--until it becomes as much a part of me in this mortal life as possible.

Truly- this clothing will not only impact a marriage, but revolutionize my whole being, my whole living- There would seem a ratio of the greater humility and dependence on God in my Life-- the more room there is for Him to do His Work in my life, in and through me. Bonus residual affect occurs as well: like joy, peace, patience... and a deep and fervent, abundant life lived-out-loud! More humility in my being- means more opportunity for His power to work through me~

There are a lot of marriage books, worship books, parenting books, how-to-do-church books... and they may have practical ideas in them that are good, but miss the 'heart of the matter'. Instead of starting with the outside-in, let's start with the inside- and let Him work out from there.

Of course, if you are anything like me- this is much easier said then done! I have a lot of sin-nature left to surrender. So many times I am kickin and having myself a 'stompie', instead of reaching out for that cloth of humility- which lays at the foot of the cross... Reaching for it can be pretty awkward! First admitting I need the help, asking forgiveness- picking up the cloth- putting it on-...Sometimes I even feel a bit awkward when at first I put it on-- but over time, the more I choose to wear it, the more comfortable it becomes.

OX

Actually, I don't see a lot of oxen these days. What I have seen of them- they are strong, large animals! Not necessarily graceful looking; they actually look a little awkward- unless you see them at work, then they look marvelous!

How do they do it! I can do hardly anything at all and end up with sore shoulders, which can quickly work into a tremendous headache! Seems like whether it is a physical burden, or even emotional burden- I can start to feel it in my shoulders...neck...head.

Other times- I notice I am sore and tired- but as grandma would've said: "It's a GOOD TIRED!" In this case, the burden had somehow contained an element of joy in it...which is a great balm!

Responsibility, duty...those can be burdens. Drudgery, draining, labor, toil, travail... Boy! Are your shoulders beginning to droop just reading these words!

But, what if... what IF the things that have tobe done are done out of intense sense of purpose and appreciation? What if you want to to them? What if Someone will do it with you- help you, come alongside you, encourage you, share in the weight of the task? These would make a HUGE difference.

Serving the LORD is like that- I can tell when I've moved out of His agenda and plans- and into my own...here will come that weight, that burden. But when I am working within His will and am empowered by Him...it is a joy, the burden is indeed light. I am no longer just 'serving Him'; but I am serving 'with Him'!

The very God of Ages, the Ancient of Days- the Almighty God...right there along with me- yoked together. Silly me!- for the times I refuse or resist that Yoke! Maybe there should be a new saying like:" Duh, I could've had a Yoke!"

Matthew 11: 28-30 "Then Jesus said,, "Come to me all of you who are weary and carry heavy burdens, and I will give you rest. Take my yoke upon you. Let me teach you, because I am humble and gentle at heart, and you will find rest for your souls. For my yoke is easy to bear, and the burden I give you is light."

So, if anyone calls you a 'big ox', just politely smile, and say 'thanks!'

Gluttony

Someone demonstrating gluttony, can cause an awkward moment!

Eating comes to mind first. The glutton will 'butt' into line, fill his/her plate without regard to the others yet to eat, or for the hands which prepared it. Stuffing in the food with abandon- those seated nearby might be treated to visuals unbecoming, even sickening; auditory evidence of the glutton's actions may enhance the visual effects.

In fact, at first glance to the definitions of gluttony- excessive eating indeed stands out. Even church leaders of the Middle Ages tried to define gluttony from a theological view point- mostly lending toward eating habits... Some theologians going as far to name gluttony as one of the 'Seven Deadliest Sins', an unpardonable sin entailing a total loss of grace. However, continuing this from a Wikipedia site on gluttony "Gluttony is not universally considered a sin; depending on the culture, it can be seen as either a vice or a sign of status. The relative affluence of the society can affect this view both ways. A wealthy group might take pride in the security of having enough food to eat to show it off, but it could also result in a moral backlash when confronted with the reality of those less fortunate."

The website also states, "Gluttony, derived from the Latin gluttire meaning to gulp down or swallow, means over-indulgence and over-consumption of food, drink, or intoxicants to the point of waste. "

May I be as bold as to take the more general definition and lay it out as a larger covering. To take it more in principle, and expand its application in practice. Focusing in on the aspects of "gulping; over-indulging, to the point of waste".

Although some of us may be quick to point a finger at a table-neighbor who is displaying gluttony as if it were a glory; my grandmother would have been quick to remind us that 'there are three of our fingers pointing back at us'! Perhaps our gluttony shows up on our credit card statement, sexual actions, a hobby, sports, gossip....

With that, I am convicted to self-examine my own life, to root out any glutton tendencies within myself. Yes, well- at the core of a glutton would be self. Thinking only of pleasing oneself in any given situation- I might even be 'sophisticating' my actions by falsely chalking it up to being a 'passionate' person. Perhaps, at first, the actual thing about which I am now gluttonous, began as a common felt-need to a lot of humanity...innocent, natural, desirable- in and of itself. It is a quick-slide in any area of our life to become filled with gluttony's twin: greed.

These desires then, at root, are usually ones that are common to mankind. That then should startle us into the realization that anyone of us could slip into gluttony/greed- and that is even a natural bent within each of us!. 'Water runs quickly where meeting the least resistance.'!

Instead of pointing that finger at others- remember what grandma used to say, and take a good hard look at yourself first. There are plenty of triggers around us on a regular basis to cause us to take that look. I might add, if you are sincere in not wanting to slip down that gluttony-slope-- to, in that moment of meditation, turn to prayer; inviting the Holy Spirit to venture down that hallway of your mind and heart. He will gently open the door to rooms you may have thought shut, or never even knew existed...If you stick with Him, He will carefully reveal what is there- encourage you (that means give COURAGE); and will empower you to deal with what is there. Oh, sometimes He brings me back to the same room- maybe just to keep it 'dusted', maybe to clean out clutter or another corner. And incredibly- when I leave the room, with Him,there is an indescribable peace. Satiety. Fulfillment. Satisfaction. I am left no longer wanting, lacking nothing.


Do you have an area of your life that is empty. You just never feel satisfied, fulfilled...no matter how you've tried to fill it? First- you are normal. God created us with that- to be uncomfortable! It is that uncomfortableness, longing- that causes us to look to Him. And for those that do: HE IS THE ONE WHO SATISFIES. He can satisfy every area of your life... But it is up to you to let Him in. You begin with acknowledging your need of a Saviour- a 'satisfier' if you will. and then- accepting that the LORD made the way possible for this, gave you a Saviour- His name is Jesus Christ. One of God's characteristics is that He is extravagant- and so then, when you trust in Jesus Christ as Saviour- you will also receiver a Helper, who is the Holy Spirit. The Holy Spirit helps us to live out a holy life, while still in this natural body and all of its natural desires.

Gluttony, can be redeemed- from a destructive bent, to a life-saving reminder.

(God's life goal for us isn't to be comfortable- but to be conformed into His likeness. So next time you get uncomfortable- take a look inside, prayerfully. Maybe it is time for another walk down the hallway~)

INTJ

For those familiar with Myers Briggs personality typing- you will recognize that INTJ stands for someone who's personality falls into the categories of: Introvert, Intuitive, Thinking, Judging. I belive it is the 'rarest' of these personality combinations (about 1% of population).

http://www.personalitypage.com/INTJ.html
http://www.gesher.org/Myers-Briggs/Profiles--TJ.HTM

I would like to think that rare would translate to most people to be valuable. But, of course, I am an INTJ, and know better.

In fact, I find that people are generally not real appreciative of us. Most I know with same personality tend to be kept at the fringes. On occasion, a group of people, who are obviously well-tuned in, and success/vision minded- will not only tolerate, but invite INTJs into the circle. These are people who appreciate the gift of having an INTJ on the team. Usually these are people who welcome discussion and excellence- and have an appreciation for those who question and challenge; knowing that it is about the goal/vision/project/the people- but not about 'pleasing' other people.

Don't get me wrong- INTJ's generally care greatly about people, but may show this care through attending to the business' of life to meet people's needs and desires. INTJ's are not concerned, in the process, with 'brown nosing' along the way. Their personalities have a natural bent toward viewing those around them on a 'level playing field'. This quality can much more be apprectiated by those who are usually overlooked by those in 'greater esteem', but is a quality not generally appreciated by those of seeming greater esteem. (Unless the person of seemingly greater esteem is a confident person, with a 'larger than their own' point of view on life.)

Oh the joy of serving on a team of people dedicated to a cause- with a variety of personalities, gifts, talents-- who are all willing to be about the mission, and leave self-promotion aside. A group who understands, and has, great appreciation for what all bring to the table. Where even an INTJ can asks questions, and challenge- without being dubbed the trouble-maker; but be seen as a refiner of the vision, and a builder of accomplishing dreams.

Of course- INTJs will at times do themselves a disservice. We can come on too strong- and be 'clanging gongs', as the Apostel Paul has written. (1 Corinthians 13:1..) We must also approach the situations in love and respect for those with whom we serve. "It is better even for a fool to be quiet and at least be thought of as wise'...(my paraphrase of Proverbs 17:28) We must choose wisely our words. And remember that even though, most times, we are 'just asking a question'- most people with whom we interact are not atuned to this, and percieve our questions as a personal threat!....and we then lose the ability to be heard.

Our propensity for being 'right', is much just our personality. But we must take responsiblity to guard against being proud. Most true INTJs of good character, an good willed, ask questions because they truly want to understand the situation as best they can- to understand it 'aright', logically...not as much because they 'want to be right'. THere is a great difference. Nonetheless- it can be a slippery-slope, and misunderstood.

INTJs by nature then are awkward, and make many uncomfortable (including themselves). They care deeply about people and things- but to those around them, who don't take the time and effort to see it- will believe them to be cold, ill willed, and uncaring. This is can cause much angst to the psyche and heart of an INTJ.

I do find it a bit amusing, in a way...that God even infused the DNA of an INTJ into such a small segement of the population. Guess He knew the general populace could only handle so many of us, or appreciate us. Too many of us- and away would go many social scenes! (INTJs tend to be quite private by nature.)

God, being social- being Himself 'in Fellowship with Himself', holds Fellowship of high value. This challenges the natural tendencies of INTJs to continue to poke their heads out time after time. Even if the 'big world' doesn't always understand us and appreciate us- the LORD does. He values us- enjoys us- and knows we have a role to play for His Glory. Nothing more motivational than that to keep an INTJ continually risking and reaching out in Fellowship; with God, and with those whom He places in our lives. We are acutely aware, perhaps more than any others, of the importance of the Big Picture in life- and that it is worth risking our 'selves/personality' to be a part of it.

If you are an INTJ- embrace how God made you; handle it dearly and lovingly. If you know an INTJ- perhaps, take another look, take more time to look past/through and see that under all 'that stuff'- there is a person of value there- Perhaps they appear in the form of a whetting stone...rough, cold, ugly, messy-- but serving with great purpose, and value.

Waiting Challenged

I am 'waiting challenged', and this culture (and my physical limitations) only magnify this internal disability.

Having physical limitations, causes me many opportunities to wait: for someone to help, til I feel well enough to give it a go, recovering from giving it a go... My mind can whirl with thoughts, ideas, plans; but my body will interupt those, and cause much spectulation about the reality of being able to accomplish those myself, or even with help. Guess it helps weed out a lot of the creeping-charlie in my mind.

Our culture runs on high gear...instant this, instant that; with offers of even better-faster-instant! Yikes! How have so many people survived all these many years without having things, or hearing from others- in an instant? Wasn't that long ago when I would wait, with great anticipation of a postal letter- or maybe a phone call. I can remember us gathering around the phone, waiting for an overseas call from my brother, who was stationed in Germany with the Army... Then we would even have to wait during our conversation- just after we would say 'over' once we were finished with our comment. To some, this would be archaic...so less and less- they remember these as the 'new and improved' methods of communication; and speedy ones, I might add.

On top of all this (the list could go on and on), we experience spiritual waiting times. These come in a variety of ways as well. The older I get, the more I am discovering their value- and though I do not open the door to them and proclaim, "OH GOODY!", I do recognize it at the door sooner, and resign myself to its stay more quickly, and try to make it a more welcomed guest.

The Bible is full of 'waiting stories'. We have the benefit of 'hind sight' when we read them- skimming over the sentences which declare the number of YEARS of waiting there are, in many cases. Faith in the Unfailing One undergirded these saints, and the many saints since then.

Every stepping stone of waiting can be used again, to build upon the foundation of our Faith. Perhaps we are building a pathway, or bridge, for others to discover the Unfailing One,our Strong Tower...

With each new stone of waiting- we learn to step more assuredly, trusting to be held securely until the next stone is plainly in sight- marked with the Stone Mason's own hand; His Light illuming it.

Each step strengthens us for the next.

"I waited patiently for the LORD to help me, and he turned to me and heard my cry. He lifted me our of the pit of despair, our of the mud and the mire. He set my feet on solid ground and steadied me as I walked along." Psalm 40:1-2

When in those moments when I value speed over strengthening- I stumble. Fall flat out in some way; and usually it takes me even longer to regain my footing than if I had just .... waited.

If you are in a 'waiting time'- breathe it in, soak it up, observe. Thank the Unfailing One for this time- and ask Him to reveal His Mystery to you in the moments. There is so much He wants to show you, reveal to you.

It is worth waiting for.

"As for me, I look to the LORD for help. I wait confidently for God to save me, and my God will certainly hear me." Micah 7:7

Haiku (hie-koo)...

Well this past week we were studying a form of poetry called Haiku. Origins in Japan, three lines, built on syllables 5-7-5, featuring nature.

Thought I'd try it. I like that it's form has a lot of odd numbers in it. Always have like things which are balanced in an odd way.

So here goes:

The red flame fading
Tall and slender stood the branch
The last maple leaf.

With most leaves down, let alone still brilliant- this little cluster of maples waved at me through the window, asking to be given attention, and translate their being into words...to leave their imprint in my life, and for others to discover.

Reminds me of how the Lord came to dwell amoung us- He also, in scarlet, hung up on a tree, and became The Word. I know He did this for me, and you. Why? Because this Holy God knew the truth that not all are willing to admit, but know in their hearts as truth- we all fall short. We all have sinned. Not one of us is living perfectly holy lives-- we need a Saviour. Someone to make the Way for us to commune with this Ancient One.

It's truly awesome! God Himself in flesh- come to die on a tree, a sacrifice for me and you. This Loving and Holy God provided a Way to be in Him, and Him in us. He made this Way for us....He created it out of His perfect love and in congruence with His holiness- not compromising any aspect of His character...the Way, trusting in the Gift of His only Son, Jesus Christ, as Saviour and Lord for the world.

If you should happen upon any lingering red-flames this autumn; consider responding to the Creator in a prayer of thanks for the reminder- and His great act of love.

DRAMA!

Drama. Real life drama is an amazing thing to be a part of. Whether it involves some sort of horror, or an incredible experience of joy- it is amazing. Our whole being reacts in those moments- we are wholly seized by the situation. Sometimes it is a personal drama, in which we are the only player. Other times, our senses are overwhelmed as a group of people- even unto sharing in a 'world event', via media. Recently, people across the whole world were taken on a journey of horror, grief, sorrow, concern...and exuberant joy over the course of Chilean miners who were trapped for days; before our eyes, the whole drama unfolded- Even in their escape, we were held captive of their story.

Then we have, what I call: Disney Drama. This is what a great portion of our culture seems to, mistankingly, hang much of their precious energy upon. Whether it is a 'day-time-soap', 'prime-time drama', teeny-bopper tail, movie...or even a so called 'reality show'-- our human nature is magnetized and energized. It is a very interesting phenomenon.

I haven't seen any studies on this- but I imagine, from my own observation, there are at least a slightly higher number of females drawn into the dramas than males. At least it appears that females are being marketed to more often. Women tend to be most interested in these, by nature; not sure what it is exactly- I speculate it has to do with their general 'nuturing tendencies', and desire to experience a 'rescue', the best being their own (by a strong, handsome, gentleman riding in a white horse- to be exact).

Men would generally be attracted to the struggle- and opportunity to be the hero of the story, or at the least- cheer him on and think of themself as one of character in tune with the winner of whatever battle is raging.

The concern is when people, of either gender, become confused about when drama is REAL, and when it is NOT real. Real-life drama has a life or death issue of some kind at stake. Too many people are taking themselves, especially emotionally, to such heights as those worthy of a real-life drama- when in fact, the situation is the 'just life stuff' of living. The world won't actually end in these situations- at the most, it may change...but not end. (Not sure about this? Hang-out in a Junior High cafeteria for awhile.)

Many adults have left the media-drama-driven-door open to their young people. Not purposefully, mostly apathetically. And perhaps to these adults, what they are watching are to them- tame, and they have no problem discerning the UNreality of it. What these adults are not considering, is that their children- who are developmentally experiencing much of their world still in a land still thraught with imagination; where real/unreal coexist harmoniously. It can be very difficult for them to sort out 'it's just a show'. Not only this- but they begin to transfer this sensation over to their real world, and will imitate fiction in their lives.

The adult producers of the drama-culture in media don't care- after all, it makes money! People eat it up! So that then 'justifies' its production. They continue to crank out 'hit after hit' to take advantage of the young appetites for drama- which becomes insatiable. Many a parent considers it 'harmless entertainment' and happily provide a steady stream of the 'fun' stuff- feeling satified that they have the 'admiration' of their children by them providing it to them. The children are jubilant to live out their lives vicariously through the many media venues available.

It is a dangerous symbiosis. We adults must awaken to the truth. We must stop long enough, pull away from our flesh desire to be momentary heros to our children, and connect the dots to check the consequences to our children...to our society...by continuing to allow such folly into our childrens' lives. What are we setting them up for? Isn't there enough real-life drama to learn to deal with effectually...and most are not solved in a half-hour, or even two-hours!

We would do well to become watchful- to observe, to discern...and then be intentional in protecting and securing our children from this insidious danger to their development. Oh my, yes- our children may deem us dreaded for a day, or longer, because we said 'no' to the bombardment of desire-- But, we must keep our eye on their future good, not their present delight.

It will not be an easy task...it may even produce some of its own real-life-drama! But friends- you also have the opportunity to be real-life-heroes to your children here....even our society...by stepping in front of your child to shield them from becoming developmentally stunted by the unrealistic, and damaging beliefs actions being infused into your childrens' lives. You can teach and equip them to deal with real-life in the days and years ahead.

So grab your capes Mom and Dad- and stand firm!

Fatigue...is a very frustrating thing~ (Sung to the tune of "Love, is a many Splendid Thing?)

Lying on the floor is awkward. Especially in public places, which I really try to limit. Next best thing is when there is metal shelving units which are: very low, sturdy, and roomy- on which to sit- with head in hands/on arms...something on which to lean. But nothing beats lying down when you hit a 'wall'.



Then- you have to wait it out. Never quite sure if it will be minutes/hours/days/weeks... but surely I am hoping and praying for a short duration of it at this level. It's one thing to push through days feeling like you are wading through thick mud while wearing a lead-jumpsuit...it's another when you have no choice but to surrender to a horizontal position.



In truth- pushing to keep upright at this point- has the same outcome anyway; only I'll most likely be horizontal even longer. So surrender I do.



Ahhhhh. That's better. And btw, not just lying there- perhaps 'sprawling there' would do the position more justice. Even in the grogginess of this state- my brain feels a sense of relief, in not having to attend to the 'extras' of standing, walking...thinking.



Funny how my family gets used to seeing me like this- they walk over me, around , continue conversations with me- as if nothing is strange about my lying there. (My children have grown up with me being ill; my amazing husband married me knowing of my malady.) They kindly offer me an 'Are you okay?", mixed in with the rest of the chatter. Although slow to respond- my hearing is fine, and their asking means a lot. Even though I feel SO ILL, I try to minimize it for some reason- to spare them my 'complaining', and tell them- 'Yah, I'm ok, just need to lie here for awhile.' No, I'm really not okay. No, this isn't normal. Is it really 'normal', 'for me'? I don't like that it is. Anyway- I am glad for the company, of whomever it is chatting away to me...somehow it is more comforting, than just lying there on the floor alone. And they are even gracious about my struggle to get out coherent words in return...



Once things 'lighten up' a bit- I roll to my side and begin the process of getting back. My lungs have a strange feeling at this point....hard to describe...it is like a palpable fatigue in the air sacs that my muscles squeeze out of my lungs during this process. It isn't that all the fatigue is gone, but more that my body is releasing something toxic which my body has dealt with as I lie there- and now it is time to expell it....perhaps some tiny 'smoke/exhaust' from the firing up of those poor mitochondria to get me up off the floor?! I don't know, and as I said, hard to describe- nonetheless it is there- and it signals to my Being: "Here we go body. Let's give it a try." And up I go...slowly, tentatively- awkwardly.

My Friend's 'EmbarAssing Moment'

I have a wonderfully hilarious friend who posted on fb about an incredibly awkward situation- as she put it, and I quote: an "EmbarAssing Moment"!





In her own words: she "was in (a city) the other day...stop to get fuel and leave some H2O...payed my bill to a male clerk...leave...female clerk comes running after me in the parking lot...'scuse me Mam, but you have some TP hangin out your pants'...so I look down at my feet..."Mam, not there", she says...it was hangin out the top backside...then she tells me the male clerk sent her out here to tell me...I about dies right then and there...and those of you who really know me know that it takes a lot to embarass me!...I bet they had a good laugh!"





Awkward for my friend, the male clerk, the female clerk--- maybe even some reading about it!





Follwing her post- there were several reactions...some felt 'sorry' for her situation...some found it amusing...and some shared they would not have told her, and some shared they would have told her (my friend was GLAD she had been told before she went out into the rest of the world in her condition, unaware).





So where would you land in the discussion. I guess I would agree with my friend- I would ultimately want to know. Embarassing as it would be in that moment of revelation- ultimately, I would want to know if my TP was showing! (My grandma would let us know when our 'slip was showing')





What about when what is showing is even bigger and more glaring than TP, or a slip of a slip? And on top of that- we are completely unaware of it being there, let alone, that it is something SO showing?





The LORD has placed me in Fellowship with Him and His other Followers, in part, to loving let me know when the slips show... Proverbs 27:6 says "Faithful are the words of a friend, but the kisses of an enemy are lavish and and decietful."





I am SO thankful that the LORD doesn't want to leave me wallowing in sin...but will gently reveal to me areas of sin in my life- He convicts me, in a comforting way; in such a loving way- that how can I say 'no' to allowing Him to come into that part of me and do a little surgery...put on some Holy Spirit balm...some rest...then some therapy...healing. It is an amazing process. No pain/no gain. Sometimes you just gotta face it- and deal with it....





After all, who'd really knowingly want to walk around in life, always with honking strips of TP hanging out the top backsides of their lives?





Maybe today you need to be the friend- do what you are to do in love, out of the love, grace and mercy which has first been given to you. If you are the one with your 'slip showing' or TP hanging~ accept the word of a friend with thankfulness and graciousness.

Limits

I was reminded today of my limits~ AWKWARD. Interestingly- I heard others expressing how difficult it is when confronted with their limitations. A word I heard used at the funeral of a friend's mother yesterday, was frailty. Hhmm, limited, difficult, frailty...all word that create a sense of unease- and around which most of us feel awkard.



I have been learning (notice, I've not gotten it nailed yet), to be more comfortable with my limits. I have had a chronic illness for about 25 years- (wow, even the word chronic sounds awkward). It has caused me to be acutely aware of having limits at many levels- physically, socially, mentally, emotionally, financially... not easy to admit for a strong-willed Irish-German woman who had once prided herself on her strengths in each of the above mentioned dimensions of her life. To top off the awkardness- I don't usually 'appear ill' to those around me; unless you live with me, or spend an extended amount of time with me. It has been a journey in and of itself to move from 'fighting' this thing, to deciding to 'manage it' so it doesn't 'manage me'.



Spiritually- is where the akwrdness, the limitations, the frailties become a gift~ Sure, gifts awkwardly wrapped in strange/ugly/painful wrappings, but nonetheless gifts! The biggest gift of all, to to discover that I am not in charge; and that there is a God, big G- it's not me, and He is definitely in charge! What a surprising relief that is! Even when everything else about me is completely frail- He is strong, a refuge, my saviour, my redeemer, my comfort, my provider... It is moving from believing He exists, knowing about Him, to understanding, to KNOWING with great assurance that He is who He says He is!



In Sunday School class today, we were discussing expectations which we bring into marriage. These were once desires, which morphed at the altar into expectations- before we even realized it. (Andy Stanley, "i Marriage") We start to treat our spouse with a 'you owe me' mentality- and begin to lessen our appreciation for their love and provision because we think 'hey, they are just doing what they said they would- no big deal'; instead of marveling at the gift of our spouse in daily, marvelously, wonderously choosing to serve us in a particular way- not out of 'duty', but out of love.



Taking the thought further- I thought how I need to first admit to God, and my spouse, that I have limitations, a frailty--I have taken my desires and moved them along the contimuum, and have crossed the line into expectation, and I need help to give that expectation up. Once I admit I have moved into expections- I need to recognize the original desire of my heart, and give that to God to take care of...and not put that pressure solely, unwarrantedly on my spouse. I need to embrace the unconditional love that the LORD God offers me- so that I may in turn offer that, as well as the other fruits of the Spirit, to my spouse (Galations 5:22-25...love, joy peace, patience, kindness, goodness, faithfulness, gentleness, and self-control).



Romans 6:6-7 "We know that our old sinful selves were crucified with Christ so that sin might lose its power in our lives. We are no longer slaves to sin. For when we died with Christ we were set free from the power of sin." Do we really KNOW? Have we really meditated on this; have we let it infuse our whole beings? We must first surrender to Christ- and allow Him to do His work within us. Notice that the verse does NOT say: then we will sin no more! But we are set free from the power of sin! Which allows us to freely embrace His love for us- unconditionally. "Warts and all." How powerful when we turn to our spouses, children, family, friends, neighbors...and offer them this same message/ and live it out before, and to them? Actually- it migth be pretty awkard sometimes! But is a radiant message to live out!



Wow- so many gifts to be discovered under the awkward wrappings of our lives. In those tough times, which are inherent to life- take time to sit in the awkardness long enough to find the ribbon peeking out- and with your hand in His- gently pull on the ribbon, go ahead and pull the wrapping back- and know that your Heavenly Father gives only good gifts- He is more concerned about our growing character (growing in His likeness)- than our comfort.

Proverbs 27:7 "A person who is full refuses honey, but even bitter food tastes sweet to the hungry."

Awkward~ fitting in...

Akward at first, at the homecoming football game. Not my hometown. My children are home educated. We live in an associated district. I sat by myself.



Sitting by myself was my choice. I had driven my son, so he could see the game and meet up with some pals; it was also a lovely autumn evening- and the view from the stands is panoramic, overlooking a beautiful, large lake at sunset; complete with full-moon rising! And, I enjoy a marching band and fireworks, both of which were promised at half-time. The game, well- it was sadly expected 'our team' would be trounced; a prediction which held true.



I sat at the top of the stands- mostly because there you have a railing against which to rest your back- and at my age and condition, is definitely something to be sought out and treasured. We were early, and there were plenty of seats anyway.



Next to me were the steep cement stairs- the main stairs, in fact, as it was directly positioned next to an entrance. This produced a steady flow of people throughout the evening- which proved to be a blessing.



At first, sitting by myself- I felt a bit out of place, as I watched many groups of adults, children, youth; at the least you may see a few groups or two people, an occaisional loaner would appear- but would not be so for long, as they found their family member or friend with whom to sit, chat, or walk-about. I thought I must look quite odd to them, just sitting there by myself (of course being that I had brought knitting along to do as I waited for the game to begin, probably only added to my oddity).



But, after a bit, I began to be secretly pleased that I was by myself. As time had gone on, and given my seated position- I was finding that I was given the privilege of greeting and meeting quite a number of people. Albeit none chose to sit with me, or visit with any length- there was still a goodly amount of community chit-chat nonetheless. The most pleasing aspect came to me that, in fact, as the evening wore on- I had enjoyed visiting with many more, and a greater variety of, people than would I have if I had come with the intention of 'sitting with someone'.



A hidden blessing of being one who doesn't really 'fit the mold' socially, is that you have the privilege and opportunity to enjoy the tapestry of people to an even greater degree, say than someone who tends to stick around others of similar thread to a large degree. Those of us who others might view as socially awkward- not fitting any particular group; we get to experience even more colors and patterns and textures of the tapestry of people.



We may not fit 'in', but we can fit 'around'. :-)

This is awkward...writing a Blog is awkward! Sitting here by myself; basically 'talking to myself on the computer, to other people I don't even know who may listen'... That was an awkward sentence!



Back to defining awkward (as if you didn't know). I am staying on the 'uncomfortable, untrained... for much of life, we are untrained- and thus uncomfortable. There are so many variables in a moment, especially socially, one is never prepared for all of them. I think this is where the 'elegance' factor must come in. Sure, some have actually had more training than others, but the topper is elegance.



Elagance (ok, so right now you know I am a wonk too- yep an awkward wonk!): tasteful, refined, gracious...these are the qualities that reflect something even deeper than training can provide...these come out of the person's core; even more, from their core beliefs.



What we believe about ourselves, who we believe in...these things work themselves into our wrappings of elegance, or awkwardness~ some of us may even have on 'an old ratty scarf with our beautiful evening gown' kinda mix about us. Not everyone is elegant all the time.



Ah, and sometimes we will be 'all dressed up'- trying to wear a gown that doesn't fit well, or perhaps our 'slip is showing'- as my grandmother would've put it. This usually happens when we are borrowing someone else's attire; trying to wear what looked good on someone else, but turns out to be ill-fitted to us.



At the core- elegance is an outflow of grace. Grace~ to give honor, favor, beauty, sense of propriety, ...being protected, sanctified by God. It is realizing that a) you have much no matter your circumstance b)all of that is a gift c) mercy has been shown to you d)by His presence, there is beauty around you d) for all that you are freely given, freely give.



Those of us who live awkward lives- and are the most aware of it, also have the greatest potential of appreciation for elegance and grace. For those to whom these qualities seem 'natural'- they will miss its exquisiteness. They won't be able to catch the demensions and colors and nuances of grace and elegance that we can see (by accutely being aware of its absence, means that we have the ability to recognize it- 'getting there' is the difficulty...so we think).



Some awkward ones give up trying for elegance, seems too overwhelming- we see so much to be done, we tire of it all- we may even laugh and make fun of those who have it- just to take the edge off our own discomfort... Too much energy is spent 'trying' to be something 'we are not'. Which is more true than half realized....for to be elegant- is a gift. Purely gracious/elegant people (not the 'put on' ppl, not talking riches here)...have the qualities flowing out from somewhere deep within- it is not what they have 'put on'. And these qualities only come from deep inside, from what the person has been given.



Grace, elegance, mercy, kindness... these are only unlocked in our mortal beings by the key which only the Holy Spirit holds. When we surrender our life to trusting in Jesus Christ, the Son of God, as our Saviour- He sends the Comforter, the Holy Spirit, who unlocks our core and reveals a treasure room of these gems and metals... we get a tiny glimpse of our inheritance, here on earth! Even the, what do we do?:....maybe leave that door only open a crack, some even shut the door off again....but the truly purely elegant and graceful have learned to ever more open that door more widely; embraced the endless treasures, lifted them up~ and gently and humbly: offer the treasures to others! These people are not hoarders of this treasure-- for they rejoice in knowing that they can never give it all away; in fact, the more they share with others, the more there is in their treasure room...for the Comforter is ever not only replacing what is given away- but with ever greater abundance He gives...



So today- even if you do it awkwardly- take a moment to check that treasure-hold door in your heart (you inherently know it is there!). Is it locked tight? Open a crack? Wide open? I know- seems scary at first to open wide all that treasure- someone might 'steal it'...but remember- it really all belongs to the Comforter, and He will always give you more than you need- you will always have plenty to GIVE- So really, no one can steal it...



It isn't about what we do to get the key to unlock that treasure-hold. It is knowing Who has the key and allowing Him to come into your life, surrending to Him... take us as He finds us (in rags) and let Him dress us us in clothes of elegance and grace...sometimes it may feel a little awkward- but we will grow into it~


"For all of us have become like on who is unclean, And all our righteous deeds are like a filthy garment;.... But now, O LORD, Thou art our Father, We are the clay, and Thou our potter; And all of us are the work of Thy hand." Isaiah 64: 6,8
"...and all of you, clothe yourselves with humility toward one another, for GOD IS OPPOSED TO THE PROUD, BUT GIVES GRACE TO THE HUMBLE.
Humble yourselves, therefore, under the mighty hand of God, that He may exalt you at the proper time, casting all you anxiety upon Him, because He cares for you." 1 Peter 5,6,7
"But the fruit of the Spirit is love, joy, peace, patience, kindness, goodness, faithfulness, gentleness, self-control; against such things there is no law." Galations 5: 22-23

Awkwardness...live it out boldly!

Life, in general, is just plain awkward in so many ways. Causing inconvenience; lacking grace or skill in movement or performance; difficult to manage especially because of shape; uncomfortable; lacking in training; inelegant...

In future posts. I hope to encourage you- either by knowing someone else out there lives an awkward life too, or by giving you insights into the blessings of living awkwardly.

Meantime- Live out your own awkward life with boldness!